from: a loyal fan
it's sad, but sometimes I still seem to judge my self on what i am good at, what I do and who I know--as in how many "friends" I have. blogging and facebook have become my life outside of Andy, frostbite/Lula, and Andy's family. because what I "do" is blog and go on face book I CLEARLY want to be good at it, b/c being good at things makes me feel better about my self. So I find my self thinking:
"ugh the pictures she posts on her blog are so much more artsy than mine"
"they were able to program their own lay out, why can't I do that?"
"i've sooo been blogging longer then them."
"i know more people commented when I was single."
"she is sooo good at writing interesting blogs. what is her secret."
so cyberspace, please make me feel better about myself.