I can't believe I am saying this, but I want to do my homework. Is that not weird? I wanna do well in school again… I am not in the black abyss of nothingness… at least not today. But hallelujah it’s been a long time! A long, long, time! A HECK of a LONG TIME!!! I can’t say I am fully over this b/c I don’t know enough about what I am ultimately suffering from yet. It’s not all ADHD, and not all of it is depression… it is actually Post traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Basically this is saying, with all the repeated traumatic events in my life it is not odd for me to be as PSYCO as I am. It still makes me wonder though.

I am thinking about changing my major—I think more and more about occupational therapy and BYU just doesn’t have a program for that. So the question is what do I want to get my undergrad in? I know one of my Jobs in life is to help people know how special they are to strengthen them in anything and everything. so guys what should I do? Ultimately your opinion doesn’t matter, but it’s fun to hear anyway.
a) MFHD?
b) Psychology?
c) Recreation Management?
d) Youth leadership
e) Elementary education—for special education
f) I am not convinced IR is it any more : (