Thursday, August 10, 2006
I alway think it's wierd when I go "all dramatic" like in the last post. I really am quite dramatic, but Jealous is not something I get very often-- and what I mean by that is that I have never felt the last blog before in my life. I was so green (with envy) soooooo incredibly jealous, it was dark and I knew it wasn't right, but I also didn't understand what I was feeling till now. I simply can not express the ickiness of jealousy I felt and now that I really know what it is, I am on the look out to stop it sooner and more often. I mean blah!!!